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[personal profile] alatefeline
Grateful that (feelings, people, animals, and things including food)...

...I did my writing wordcount today. Which I have done some days and not done some days, and I am working on understanding this and seeing my progress. (Also many thinkythoughts about spoons and identity and writeryness, I cannot even.)

...I have piles and piles of blankets and they are sooooo sooooft and soooo waaaaarm.

...I saw crows and finches bouncing and flying and making birdynoises in the snow. Hurrah for birdies! The crows were really talky, besides caw caw caw I heard croaking and shrieking and ... chirruping? and ... parping? like a phone? ...and ... crooning? like a sad dog? And more caw caw caw obviously.

...I had soup and cookies ready when I came home from the cold earlier. Homemade, even!

...I have the most amazing sister ever and she is willing to work with me to try to build a talking-to-each-other routine even though I completely flubbed our intended phone contact last weekend.

...My partners are amaaaaze. <3 S I love you and thank you for helping with the car. <3 <3 A you are so kind to me and I am so grateful that you always have such a silly wonderful sense of humor and keep wanting to interact with me even when I fail at peopling. <3

...Lately I have actually WANTED to check messages on my phone. Not, like, thought I ought to, because I always do, but 'huh it would be ... kind of nice? ... to interact with people via text and pictures?' Phone calls and voicemails are still evil though. But less evil!

...Even though I haven't gotten All The Things done today like I thought I would, I don't feel *blocked* and I might do something still this evening and whether or not I do I can probably do some things tomorrow. Including a thing for my uncle. Very important that. ...Also the tangle of complicated feelings I have going around 'but I need to do POLITICAL THINGS' maybe maybe maybe might be drifting towards getting somewhere and I really need to figure out what is going on there so I can do one little thing at a time without either ascribing ginormous significance or refusing to 'count' it. (Not up for discussing this one right now, but anything else is fair game.)

...I think I am making friends now at the game store? As in I have done some things with people that weren't just there and I might even invite someone to get coffee, or if I don't feel up to that then text her random cat pictures since she has indicated she is open to this?

... I can sleeeeeeeeep at night and sleep is good and I can also be awake during the day and it's kind of surreal, almost. GOOD THINGS.

Date: 14 Jan 2017 03:32 (UTC)
alexseanchai: Blue and purple lightning (Default)
From: [personal profile] alexseanchai
I am interested in those thinkythoughts about spoons and identity and writeryness, should you ever be inclined to share them.

Sleep is v good and so is awake-during-the-day.

Date: 14 Jan 2017 03:41 (UTC)
alexseanchai: Blue and purple lightning (Default)
From: [personal profile] alexseanchai

:)

"using time wisely means getting rest too"

Date: 14 Jan 2017 03:56 (UTC)
thnidu: my familiar. "Beanie Baby" -type dragon, red with white wings (Default)
From: [personal profile] thnidu
I have to remember that... and that it means getting must-do stuff done before I have to sleep.

Euh, which means get off the blog. Okay.

Date: 14 Jan 2017 08:24 (UTC)
society_of_antisocialites: (Default)
From: [personal profile] society_of_antisocialites
Re, title: Words to live by. Rest is so important.

Yay \o/ for potential new friend people. :) And other things going well. That is really amaze.

>>The crows were really talky, besides caw caw caw I heard croaking and shrieking and ... chirruping? and ... parping? like a phone? ...and ... crooning?<<

That made me think of the sounds some of us make, mainly being the Grimms but the Trolls too sometimes. We (as in, Grimm family) purr, chirp, twitter, chirrup, clip/click, and other sounds we don't have the right names or words for. Note to self: look up the words for crow and other bird calls for names and audio references at hand.

- Alecto

Date: 14 Jan 2017 19:41 (UTC)
kyleri: two cats, one orange, one black, curled up together in a round cat bed (caaaats)
From: [personal profile] kyleri
Rest is so good, go you!

Date: 15 Jan 2017 01:02 (UTC)
kyleri: two cats, one orange, one black, curled up together in a round cat bed (caaaats)
From: [personal profile] kyleri
naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaps

Date: 15 Jan 2017 19:11 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] kyleri
Yay peopleing! Yeah, I'm pretty nocturnal too. Also solar-powered, which combination is sometimes not very workable?

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